The Devil's Box Part 2
Acedia
“Sorry
it took so long. There was construction on Pine and the lines at the grocery
store were outrageous. I should be able to get dinner on the table in about
thirty minutes.”
As
she carted the hefty bags to the kitchen careful not to drop the carton of eggs
she had wedged between her chest and chin she waited for the complaint about
dinner being late or the fact that she had gone out in sweatpants again. He said nothing, not even a hello
or a where the hell did you get
groceries? Mars?
She
didn’t like the insults but at least it was some kind of communication. Lately
it seemed her husband hadn’t wanted to communicate at all. At first she
wondered if he was changing his ways, cutting back on the biting comments and
trying to make amends for all of the bad times and bruises, but she noticed it
wasn’t him coming around to treating her better at all. When she would look
into his light eyes he would simply be in another place, his mind far away
probably thinking about the coming hunting season or the repairs he needed to
do on the truck. Then he’d come around and ask her what she meant by scaring
him – that he was just watching some television?
So
now, instead of yelling, he was ignoring her and she didn’t know how to feel
about it.
After
a few more trips he still hadn’t acknowledged that she was home and it was
beginning to piss her off. Being his wife he should at least say hello she
thought. She cooked, cleaned, took care of him, of his dogs, his friends,
always had dinner on the table at a decent hour and never had a bad word on her
mouth for him. All he had put her through and now he was going to add ghosting
her to it? There was no way she was going to let him get away with it. But there
he was, his beer half full on the side table, his shoes in the middle of the
living room floor and the tv was on some horrible sitcom she couldn’t remember
him ever watching before.
She
called out to him, “Harry? You awake?”
She
wanted to touch him but the years of feeling his vice grip bruising her arm
stopped her. If he was asleep he would not be happy that she woke him or that
there wasn’t dinner on the table. Instead she leaned forward to take his beer,
she would replace it when he was eating, but when she caught sight of him he
wasn’t moving. She couldn’t hear his breath, there was no snoring, and his
chest wasn’t rising as it should. Could he be dead? Her heart fluttered at the
thought. Please let him be dead!
She
crossed to the front of his chair, slowly pressed her fingers to his throat
looking for a pulse. There wasn’t one. She let out a sigh and her mind flew in
a million different directions. She could live now – finally live! She and the
baby growing inside her belly could get in the car and drive and never look
back. She let out a small laugh that grew into a manic episode. It was such a
relief to be free of her demon.
“Goodbye
Harry you rotten son of a bitch. All the beatings and the hospital visits, all
of your efforts to kill me and it looks like you went first.” She
leaned in to whisper to the man she had despised for ten years, “No one is
going to miss you. I hope you burn in hell.”
Those
light grey eyes opened, his hand clutched her throat and the blackness of
eternity slunk around the edges of her sight. His last words to her echoed in
the dark, in whatever hell he had left her in.
“No
one escapes the box.”
Ira
She
was taking up the whole of his doorway with her slim, wiry frame effectively
keeping him from closing the door on her. There had been tears and anger and
pleading all in the past thirty minutes and he was no closer to changing his
mind.
“I
know you love me. You can’t push me away like this! All the time I’ve given
you, everything I do for you, do you even notice? Do you appreciate it? How can
you say you don’t love me?”
“What
are you talking about? I have been pushing you away since the beginning and I
have never been in love with you. Here you come banging on my door in the
middle of the night again obviously drunk and talking about God if I know. How
did you find my place this time?”
Her
makeup was running down her face, her hands were puffy from beating on the door
and she was only half dressed. When he had answered the door she had tried to
throw herself at him, stripping to show him what he could be having now. He
noticed there was even an overnight bag on the steps. Had she actually thought
he was going to let her stay the night he wondered?
“I
always know where you are at all times. You are in my heart. We’re linked. What
do I have to do to convince you that we are meant to be? I’ll do anything you
want.”
He
blew out a frustrated sigh. “I want you to leave and never come back.”
Her
wail pierced the night like a coyote on a full moon. He knew soon the neighbors
would be turning on lights and calling the police. “I can’t leave! You’re my
life! I don’t know what I would do without you.”
He
couldn’t take it anymore. He shoved her as hard as he could without pushing her
down the front steps. “I don’t give a shit what you do as long as you don’t
bother me. I will never love you. I don’t even know you. And now I have to move
again, change my number again all because your twisted mind thinks you love
me.”
His
wife’s voice floated down from the stairs, “Honey, is everything all right? Do
I need to call the police?”
“Its
fine Sara, go back to bed.”
When
he turned back to the door her face had gone deadly pale and he couldn’t be
sure but it looked like the night had gotten darker. Where had the streetlights
gone? And the stars?
“Is
that her?” Her growl brought his thoughts back to her. “Is that the whore you
replaced me with?”
“She
is my wife. We have been married for three years, long before I ever met you.
Now get off my property and don’t bother ever coming back.”
The
tears returned. “What’s my name?”
He
had the door ready to slam but the question shocked him a little. He didn’t
know. In all the letters she had left, all the phone calls, the strange
meetings in the grocery store or the library, in all the time she had stalked
him she had never once given her name. “I don’t know. Please go.”
He
didn’t see it but he sure felt the knife as it slid cleanly into his ribcage.
“It’s Sara. And it’s time to come home.”
This is the second installment of The Devil's Box micro series. Look for the third part next Thursday.
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